Just some randoming about now...

Sorrow is what i always felt...
Even close to you...I felt nothing...
An empty heart is all i have now...

Endeavour
Failing in attempt
Nothing else to be expired
Nothing else to be inspired

I just wish everything was back in the past
Where i was an inch closer
Present is what i foresaw...
Every step lagging behind
Every step seems a foot too far...

Ok...this time its not related to above...

I feel that i am really not close to you anymore...
But rather a stranger
Everytime i pass by u
Never really greeted you or said anything...
Or maybe just blame it on my personality...I am just not open to people...
Rather as an introvert...
And this year i have been quarreling with u quite often...
And the topics were never important but trivial...
Ending up having cold wars...

Another which is not related to both above...
I don't know why i infatuate about you?
Nothing about me is in any relation to you...
Having communication breakdowns is now the problem...
Always ending up thinking hard for topics which i always fail to do so
And the topic we talk about is rather a bore to me...
I always end up thinking that maybe you are just not the one for me...
Sorry for just hurting your feelings...
I can just blame myself for all these...
However, i do know that you are rather a spontaneous one...
Just that maybe my personality can't match yours...

Ok..that's all my thoughts for now...bye...